I locked my keys in my car last night. I’ve never done that before…but from the time I slammed the door shut till the time I got out of the parking lot, the whole ordeal had taken me about 2 and a half hours. Awesome evening!
In the meantime, my husband was at home, of absolutely no help to me. When wives get in trouble, particularly car trouble, who do they call? Their husbands. This is not an option for me.
I did, however, call him when I was back in my car, driving to my friend’s house. I told him I finally got back in the car and he acted like he didn’t know what I was talking about (even though after I did it, he called me and I told him what was going on). He was acting real goofy and I suspected that he was drinking. I wasn’t certain, but how can I help but always think the worst?
This morning, I woke up late. I sent him a text message asking if he was up and I got no response. I then called a few times and he finally picked up and said he was just getting ready for school. Whew. He seemed OK, but I am still wondering if he’ll drink today. His final exam for one of his classes is today, which means he’ll be out of school early and head home to sit and ponder and be depressed and possibly drink.
I am so sick of all of this. I don’t know if he did drink and I don’t know if he will drink, but it’s ridiculous that I have to worry about this crap all of the time. It’s been my life for over twelve years. Wondering, worrying. I wish he would grow up and be a MAN and be a real husband to me. I should be able to call my husband if I lock myself out of my car. If I need to stop for gas, he should pump it for me (he has never once done this for me). He should help me around the house, have a job and help me with bills and expenses, too. Is this really too much to ask? Isn’t it normal for a husband to do these things? Not in my world.
(No, I didn’t have an extra set of keys, but I do plan on having some made after work today) 🙂